Tag: Narcissistic Abuse

Does “Love Conquer All”?

“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return”. Eden Ahbez, “Nature Boy” (song, recorded by Nat King Cole) I’ve spent my life savings trying to find love, only to become emotionally depleted, bankrupt. If I am honest, I…

My Desolate Sea

My Desolate Sea It’s difficult to say No one loves me, Enough to stay. Trouble finds me Surrounds me Binds me, Never minding me. I want nothing more than to be set free From those who misunderstand me, From those unwilling, To see me….

Happy Birthday to You, The Gift is Mine

Narc Love I stood naked. Vulnerable, Exposed. You told me What I wanted to hear. Called me beautiful. Saying: I love you. Then, you left. Called me crazy, Used my secrets Against me, Accepted no responsibility. This, when just a week ago, You slept…

The Metamorphosis Series #1: The Suffocating Cocoon!

I won’t stay stuck here forever.  It’s a dark and suffocating place. All of us have areas of our life that make us feel unworthy and unloved.  Some of those areas go back to a time when our esteem was first forming.  For some…

Finding Refuge: The Forest Floor

The Forest Floor You were my ocean, I was often lost in you. Dragged in by the cruel and coveted undertow, Spit out on the shore, broken shells. I was always thirsty by your salty ways, Cresting and crashing in confusion. Searching your vastness,…

Love: Marveling at the Ocean

LOVE You weren’t the highlight of my visit this time. There was something more powerful, pushing me there. I was exhausted from a stressful week at work, I honestly did not know if I had it in me. I was pushed despite the pain,…

Steel Pieces: Drop the Armor, We are Not at War

STEEL Amy Taylor I’m somewhere hidden behind the conflicting angles, In the shadow of your heart. Growing in the darkness, expanding With the imposing light. My truths dance around you, Like words reverberating, trapped in the sewer In steel pipes, a labyrinth Under the…